Today is my last day of maternity leave. I would do anything for another week, another day. It seems so unfair. Right when we got in a good groove, that’s when it have to go and change it all up again. I’m finally at a point where I know my baby well- I know why he is crying and I know how to solve it. There isn’t any terrible screaming that I don’t know how to stop anymore. He is just getting cuter and cuter… Smiling all the time… And I have to leave him. How will I do it? I don’t want to do it.
It makes it all the more terrible that I’m going back into a horrid work environment. The LAST thing I want to do is learn an entirely new job that I never signed up for. How can they hire me to be a bookkeeper and then 2 years in decide to just completely change my job to volunteer coordinator?! It’s a bully tactic, and to be honest, it’s working.
Guys, I need prayers. Lots and lots of prayers. For a better job, a better situation. For a strong heart and supernatural energy. Pray with me?